tired

these past few weeks have been so stressful. for one, i haven't had a good nights rest and it's been making me unbearably tired. i reckon my iron count is low too. lack of sleep + iron deficiency = intense fatigue. which sucks becos my job requires me to be up and moving... bleh. the only thing that helps me cool out is when i'm with my friends. they are always so entertaining. they literally take away my worries, make 'em seem so insignificant. i also miss school so much. last semester was the best semester since i've been in college. i mean, yeah i've had a few setbacks. not to mention working two jobs and attending school full-time. i loved being busy. gave me less time to even think... just study, work, friends and sleep... it worked for me. and now, i keep rearranging my life. planning and cancelling. i just don't like that i have to start becoming an adult. making big decisions that will eventually affect my life sooner or later. i always want to be a kid forever... to be carefree and happy! but life, doesn't work that way.