relationships

I'm not very active in them. I know I can be a better friend, or whatever my roles might be, but I don't live up to them as well as I know I can. I'm just happier with less on my plate... unless it's food. ;) Too many relationships with people makes me feel hectic and cluttered. Everything moves so fast and everyone moves so quickly and everyone knows so many people. 

People are like: "you're an artist. network. go to art shows. meet people. network. you need contacts. NETWORK"... like okay I get it. I have about 30ish numbers in my phone and half of them are family and I only keep in contact with the other 5% maybe even less and only on occasions. I hate the word "network"... and meet + people... unless I want to. I don't know, maybe

I'm just an introverted anti-social queen.