stranger and the wolves...

i rarely dream, let alone experience nightmares. i don't go into depth with what my dreams might indicate but i seem to be having the same dreams lately. i'm standing in a field, my old elementary school is off in the distance behind me. the sky is grey, light wind, it's around 7 ish or so. i only hear my own breathing and in an instant my heart starts to pick up... my breathing heavy... goosebumps... next thing i know, i'm running. i don't look back to see whose chasing me, but i know someone is there. almost always something prevents me from getting away. i'm forced to stop. i turn to see a wolf... he transforms into a person. sometimes it's people i know, but don't talk to. or somebody i've never even seen or met. i get killed and then i wake up! it's been like that for 2 weeks now.  i hate dreaming becos every dream i have feels so real and they're kinda scary.

except for this one time when i dreamt about this guy, actually, it was a couple of times. he was extremely attractive. weird thing is, i forgot what he looked like. i mean, in my dream i knew him but when i wake up, i can't recall who he is...  anyway. we're at this party. room full of people talking. he catches my eye, and gives me that little "what's up with you" head nod. (i guess, if your in a relationship, you might know what look i'm talking about.) he then smiled and instantly, my head went light, tummy full of butterflies everytime. pure infatuation. everyone in the room fades out and i can't help but giggle like a little kid. it's like the makeup for every bad dream i've had...  

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