life. and becos, well actually i don't know, some of you might be thinkin' that i blog regularly. i mean if it were up to me you'd know the ins & outs of my life but i need my own laptop. i hate sitting at a pc. it's lame. i mean i guess it's okay when i'm here at work... but at home? it's like a damn war zone between my mom and i. i mean, i really just want to check my twitter but she needs to be on facebook until time forces her to sleep. and i don't have the patience to wait or the time. and she wins majority... well all of the time becos she's my mom of course. ha, but yes definitely working towards my own laptop. i want something really cute. i guess i'm really shallow when it comes to techy things and this really irks my boyfriend. only becos boys tend to think technology and cars shouldn't be taken for just face-value. woteva! i was also thinkin' of abandoning blogger and starting up on a different platform with a new audience and just be anonymous. but i just can't seem to leave blogger. i love it too much here. so i'ma stay! ^____^
sometimes i re-read my old posts from here and hear the voice of a stranger. so much has changed in such a short amount of time, yet nothing has at all. i will say this, i have finally gathered my courage to release my sentiments. now that i think about it, all my life...i've fought myself. i placed these restraints upon my own conscious, blocking out who i was becos i was probably insecure or too caught up in what people expected of me. but somehow, being with the right person diminishes all those doubts. bringing forth bits and parts of who i am; parts i never knew existed but a part i've always missed. i'm not quite sure where this post is going haha, then again i rarely ever do when i type. i'm random like that.
hope your day is wonderful.
