"even though we aren't where we could be, the possibility is still there... contradictions often leads to understanding. and the only thing that i understand right now is that, 'i love you so much'."
i sometimes wonder about my boyfriend. he has such a youthful disposition with views that are beyond his own age. he understands me perfectly, the bearer of all things unconditional. we love recklessly, with no expectations. when he lays next to me, dark, beautiful, and statuesque. i reach over to let my fingers trace the slight curves of his back. i can't help to think of how his growth looks so amazing on him. we don't sleep much when we're together, instead we lie awake talking into the night of our eternal connection to one another. how naive we might of been once. our silent apologies. we are as much of each other as we are ourselves, looking back, reaffirming that the beauty did, indeed, outweigh the pain. exponentially so. and how i still love him as i 'll love no one else. knowing him thoroughly and he still makes me wonder.
