as long as there is an income. work isn't so bad, i just wished i had more hours now. ha, but whatever my checks have been good. only problem since getting this job? suddenly everybody needs money for things. and so i give, learned not to expect anything in return becos they're my family. my mom always says that it's better not to expect anything in return, but to be pleasantly surprised by gratitude in a world full of thoughtlessness. less disappointments that way. and she's right. as long as i can put a little away to save and pay bills... then i don't see the point in not giving money to those who need it. i can be naive in that sometimes, becos the money i give isn't used for what they say it's intended for. but i guess as long as my intentions are good then yeah, that is all i can really say. not gonna be a pushover though, but it's hard to watch those you love suffer when you can do something to help. gaaah. and tomorrow, i have a job interview. not too worried about it though. not becos i think i'm going to land it or anything... i've been rejected so many times, so if anything, most likely it wouldn't bother me or make me want to throw in the towel and give up. i like starting new things before finishing the old becos i can lose interest rapidly if i'm not up and moving and being creative. i don't know, my parents think i'm picky but for me it's necessary. naaaah mean? oh well, the more experience the better i say. this is what happens when i know exactly what i want to write about. less of a thought process and more of a big messy paragraph.
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