sooo

I just finished reading this book. And it leaves me more confused and full of questions... like. UGGGH. If you've read it, you'll maybe understand. It makes me think about why we are here and if none of us were here what would be here instead? If the answer is nothing then what the hell is nothing? And then I start thinking about the earth moon sun stars in space other planets THE UNIVERSE. Which brings me to what's outside the universe? Where does it stop? Does it just go on forever? What is forever and how can something go on forever? It has to stop somewhere. And if it stops, that means there's probably a wall, and maybe this wall is like an 8 sided cube and if so, what's outside of it? SEE WHAT I MEAN?! You get to a point where you're just like "what's beyond that, what's beyond that, what's beyond that"... I wish I could explain how this makes me feel in words, but I just can't. 'Cept maybe, I want to shit myself. Hehe. No but, it's not like I was looking for the meaning of life. I just like reading stuff. The meaning of life, in my opinion anyway, is to be happy. Appreciate the little things. Experience and explore all that this world has to offer. Be a good person. And love, but know that love doesn't ever hurt you, people do. Love stays the same, know the difference. ANYWAY, going off point here again... it just boggles my mind.